Wednesday, May 29, 2013

I am who I am


 And that reason, I alone knows it and I alone can decide whether I tell it, explain it and voice it out.


I am, who I am.

So shut up and you might as well understand it.


AUDACITY

I've been through a lot this week. 
I've been through a lot of headaches and that I can't actually say that I am in great frustration because if I do, that would be mean, I can't handle this life.
I've chosen to be like this.
To be better each day, to know different things one at a time and to ponder on the things that I can't understand.


Yeah. This is call and awesome. Try being like this. Don't just wish, start making it.

I don't know where this thought will going, but I really want to say what's on my heart this time.

I know, this is kind of creepy and helluva funny at the same time, but I guess writing is really the best medicine for me to help me voice out whatever the things that I want to say but the thing is, I just can't.
I can blow it to anyone, I can't talk. But I can write. That's it! :)

I've been like this a lot this week.

And that this one really is the best thing that I can describe my feeling.

Ride out the waves of this life. But sometimes you need to do deep pondering on the things you should and shouldn't do.

 I know I said it in a million times to myself that I must possessed something which is unearthly to have, just like having the longest patience in the whole world, but sometimes, I am failing my self. I guess, I am still human. Though I am alien. Confused? :)

And now I am trying to tell me.

This is me.

A hard one sometimes.

Complicated all the time.

Fighting for freedom.

USING MY HEAD MORE THAN MY HEART.
BUT I CROSS MY HEART, I KNOW HOW TO LOVE...

:)



©
2013
NOVEMBERCABUENA


Monday, May 27, 2013

Poem for you

Take me out into this empty room
Hold me until I can forget everything
Dance with me until the sunset
Bathe with me when the rain falls

Help me to trust again
Never give up on me not this time
For if you do, I'll be lost
Withered and shattered

Take my hand
Until the end of the lullaby
Sing for me
When my soul feel  so empty

Hold me...
When the night time takes over
Stay until I fall to my deep sleep
And live on my dreamland

I'm sorry for everything
I'm not the best
And I will never be one
Never will I be

But here's the thing
When I say I love you
I really do
And I really do love you

I can't be that much for you
I'm just enough
And please do understand
Please understand

Can't say it better
Because every time that I try
I'm being stuck
And left the words on my tongue

Maybe this way
This modem 
I can voice it out
If not, at least I tried

I'm thankful for having you
Can't think any reason for me to let go
But please do understand me
For sometimes, I do feel blue.

And please bear in mind
I don't have any intention
To hurt and to loss you
Because I love you....



©
2013

KittoMac



I LOVE YOU, BETH COOPER

I Love You, Beth Cooper (2009) Poster


I love this movie.

Watch and make a review.

:)


The best line for me in this movie:

Beth: Thank you...for loving me.
Dennis: What's not to love?You remember that.

Dennis: Hey, Beth. See you at the reunion.
Beth: Yes.

Dennis: If we're both still single, I'll marry you.
Beth: That's a promise.


Have a good day!


:)


"What I miss about him is the way he makes me feel love."
-MetoHim-

Saturday, May 25, 2013

I'm no polupar

My brother just made me smile. 

:) :) :) :) :) :) :) :)

Why?

He told me just a while ago that "I am popular in my Alma Mater (in our University)"

My brother have decided to go home in Ilocos to continue his college. Though he already taken the entrance exam here in Manila and passed it.

When he went to my school where I spent 4 years there, someone asked my brother if he knows me or are we related to each other, because according to this someone, I am popular in our school. hahahaha.

Well, that's cool!

At least my stay there is all worth it.

I'm actually don't care if they know me or not though.

I've only done my part.


Okay... Enough. :)


I MISS HIM


©

Thursday, May 23, 2013

In Dan Brown's Inferno, a rape in Manila, called 'gates of hell'

In Dan Brown's Inferno, a rape in Manila, called 'gates of hell'

I'm Possible


Tell yourself today that you can do it. 

Waking up in the morning is a real hard thing to do, most specially when you're tired. Tired on your work, your study and all the stuffs that are worth tiring for.

Sometimes, you feel that you don't want to go to work, or go to school. You only want to stay in bed, have your unlimited sleep and stay relax.

But here's the thing, you'll soon realized that you actually wasted your time doing nothing.
You may get a better and unending sleep when you're dead.

Tired of doing the same things everyday.
You wake up, take a bath, eat your breakfast, go to work or go to school, eat your meryenda, lunch, meryenda, then supper, then stay up late at night doing things that makes you relax. Then it goes on. 
Your life cycle.

Want some new stuffs everyday?
Make impossible things possible.

It's up to you.
You have a lots of choice anyway.

I will give some:
You may start your day with a great SMILE.
Call or text your love ones and tell them "I LOVE YOU"
Greet your friends in your school or in the work place
Have a good laugh with your friends
Say "HAVE A GOOD DAY TO YOUR BOSS.
BEFRIEND a stranger
Read some BOOKS
Create your BLOG
CLEAN your office
Ride CALESA (if there's any in the city :))
Write your LIFE'S STORY
GIVE some help to the needy
VISIT a CHURCH


and others....


There are a lot of things, interesting things, new things that you can do each day of your life...

Make a difference. Stay young and healthy.


I'MPOSSIBLE