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I've been through a lot this week. 

I've been through a lot of headaches and that I can't actually say that I am in great frustration because if I do, that would be mean, I can't handle this life.

I've chosen to be like this.

To be better each day, to know different things one at a time and to ponder on the things that I can't understand.

Yeah. This is call and awesome. Try being like this. Don't just wish, start making it.

I don't know where this thought will going, but I really want to say what's on my heart this time.

I know, this is kind of creepy and helluva funny at the same time, but I guess writing is really the best medicine for me to help me voice out whatever the things that I want to say but the thing is, I just can't.

I can blow it to anyone, I can't talk. But I can write. That's it! :)

I've been like this a lot this week.

And that this one really is the best thing that I can describe my feeling.

Ride out the waves of this life. But sometimes you need to do deep pondering on the things you should and shouldn't do.

 I know I said it in a million times to myself that I must possessed something which is unearthly to have, just like having the longest patience in the whole world, but sometimes, I am failing my self. I guess, I am still human. Though I am alien. Confused? :)

And now I am trying to tell me.

This is me.

A hard one sometimes.

Complicated all the time.

Fighting for freedom.

USING MY HEAD MORE THAN MY HEART.

BUT I CROSS MY HEART, I KNOW HOW TO LOVE...

:)

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