Something that is worth having

Thoughts may occur and may last a little little time. But what makes it complicated is the way a person think about it. It may confuse, set a fire inside your heart, and it may hurt you, but the best way to avoid that hurt is not to think too much.

I'm having a weird things on my mind lately. And I guess I am thinking too much.

All I wanna do this time is to sleep, try to take sleeping pills and dream.

I'm sad. And I'll get by.

Tomorrow, I'll go out and laugh.

I'll throw it away and forget all of it.


:)))

Unreal

Here we go again...
I'm not actually a collector of Nicholas Sparks' books, but I used to like his works. The way he wrote his novels and the like. But what makes me really confused sometimes, is the way some people make his novel into movies.

The movie is not accurate to what the book is all about. The scenes, and sometimes everything seems to far way beyond what the book is all about.

With this issue, I'm being used to read first the published book before I go watching the movie, and as far as I know, and I'm too aware that the story from the book itself will never be the same again when it comes to the movie version. Is as if it have been codified,edited,and revised by others. Though I knew that there's some edit they need to do, and maybe some revision to the story, maybe to minimize the expense in making the movie? Is that it?

But the thing for me, I usually get confuse on the flow of the story in the movie because there is the big difference from the book.

Confused.

Chained

Nag-aaral ako para makapagpagpatayo at makapagmanage ako ng sarili mong negosyo at hindi ako nag-aaral para lang mamasukang habang-buhay sa kompanya ng ibang tao.

:((

Nalulungkot lang ako na najudged na naman ako ng mga tao. Don't judge a book by its cover.

AT pakiusap naman, wag kayo magsalita na tigilan ko ang paglalaro, hindi ako naglalaro, seryoso ako at ang PUBLICATION ang kasiyahan at nuhay ko ngayong kolehiyo ako. Pangarap  ko 'to eh. Masakit lang na yung mga mahal ko sa buhay ay di alam ang pinagdadaanan ko at ang totoong kwento ng buhay ko.

Minsan na nga lang ako lumabas ng bahay na hindi school ang  dahilan, ganun pa ang sinasabi... ang daming sinasabi... Pero yun nga, wala silang alam. Wala kayong alam. AT wala na akong pakialam pa sa mga sasabihin niyo.

Paano na lang kaya kung sabihin kong aalis ako at magpapakalayo-layo para maghanap ng trabaho... Pagsasalitaan niyo ako? pagbabawalang mag-grow?
Hindi naman kasi ako nagpapabaya sa buhay ko. Ang sakin lang, habang buhay pa ako, ginagawa ko na ang lahat ng makakaya ko para matupad ko ang mga pangarap ko. At nagsisimula na ako. Sana naman, wag niyo akong pigilan sa mga ginagawa ko ngayon, dahil sa mga ginagwa ko, dito ko mas nailalabas ang totoong ako, at yung talento ko.

God, if this is a test, I'm so willing to be tested by you.... Please help me to overcome this feeling...

 

Pain in a silence

Silence may mean a lot of things to human kind.
It may either be a person might suffering from a tremendous hardships, or might be on the state of being happy. Or he/she is really having a really hard time in life. That the only thing he/she can do is to be in a silent mode and keep himself quiet while others think about his/her situation.

So don't ever take it for granted. Silence can mean a lot of things.

It can be either a sign for agreeing on something, or it can be a sign of disapproval.
Either way, being in a silent mode sometimes can mean that the person want to be alone in order for him/her to think a lot of things or to made up his.her mind for the things he/she must do to his.her life.

Silence. Can mean that you're are hurting deep inside that no matter how must you try to communicate what you feel to others, still there is this force that is holding you not to do so. So that's why, you just keep on being in a silent mode. Hoping that someone, there will be someone who can decipher your sudden change. That somehow, out from no where, there will be this someone who is willing to share your burden.

But somehow, I guess, sometimes, we must try to face the profound truth... Sometimes, all that we can do is to let the things flow according to its own way and let ourselves be there at the flow, letting ourselves be carried away.

Sometimes, even in the midst of our suffering, our very own self can only comprehend.

Regal Shocker!!!

G'day fellas!!! G'day chums!!!
Long time, no write again...
Anyway, I'm back again!!! Again and again and again.... :)))
Okay.... I really do have a long week ahead of me...
I've been through a lot of adversaries and loneliness... But thank God, I'm okay now... :))))
Who's laughing? ME .ME .ME .ME. ME... Hahaha.haha
And today... it's really an OH-EEM-GEEZ thing!!! Yeah right! It's an OMG!!!
I've heard something that makes me confused for a minute, about someone whom I know from my past, that I've almost forget that she's still existing...
Oh well, I  guess, I really don't know her back then even though I'm calling her my friend, BACK THEN...
It's not that I'm a bitter, no I'm not... I'm just trying to let it out..
I know, yes I know it from the very start, she is bitter, and I don't know why...
Okay, I'm making a fuss on it this time...
I'll gonna end this one later... whatever the outcome of it, atleast I did my part...
I know, I'm better... and I will gonna see to it that I'll be okay right after our talk later...

I'm still wondering why there are those people who used to use other people to get what they want in their lives, no matter what would be the cost of it. No matter how much they hurt other people in order for them to get what they want...
I call them BITTER...
LIFE IS SOOOO SWEEET you know...

You just need to open up your eyes for all the things that really matters, you must learn to listen, you must try to open up your heart to move forward...

Have a humble heart anyway!!! DO IT EVERYDAY!!! ::)))

Redirection

People may think that every redirection is one way or another sign of bad luck.
But redirection for me is a way of being corrected and putting things into correction and letting things be done according to its right way...
I'll gonna miss the bonding, the laughing and everything about MA 3B...
Let bygones be bygones and move forward...
This will be for all the people I considered as a very special part of my life... Being involved on such organization, on such circle of friends that I have, t'was a very extraordinary experienced.
Set fire to the rain. Let the rainfall down, and stand as you fell down. this is  the life we have on earth...
Sir A, THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR BEING A GOOD FATHER TO US... God knows how much we'll going to miss you and also the others... But thanks also, we just have a very small world, we can still see each other around the campus and perhaps, have a little chat to each and every one of us...
Chums!!!! I will miss you.... I won't name names for I will going to speak generally...
Don't forget the things that we've shared to each other...



Lovelots!!!!

Encoder

Encoder. Encoding. Encoder mania... Good morning!!! Office girl!

May will surely end... I have a very long week ahead of me... Need to ready myself for the coming school days. But I need to ready myself first for my exam... The Civil Service Examination- Professional Level... I'm praying that I can be able to make it, in Jesus name... Please do pray for me, that on May 27,2012, I can be able to pass my exam and that day will be a great and wonderful day for us.

Thank you very much chums!!!

 I need support! I need encouragement also!!!

Pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.... ^_^