Pilipinas

Kabaha-bahala
And bawat nangyayari sa ating bansa
Luzon
Visayas
Mindanao...
LuzViMin may binabaha
LuzViMin may giyera

Bakbakan sa Zamboanga
Awayan sa isla

Tigok na si lolong
Ngunit may bagong buwaya
Ang kaibahan lang ni lolong dito
Sya ay tao, si lolong ay hayop

Buwaya sa Manila
Kalat sa talipapa
Basura sa bansa

Balahura
Sakim
Mapusok
Walng-puso...

Gising Pilipinas!!!
Gasgas na ang mga daliri sa kakasulat
Mula pa sa kapanahunan ni Rizal

Tinik sa lalamunan
Kalat ng lipunan
Walang awang mga nilalang

Gising Pilipinas!!!
Imulat ang mga mata
Sa totoong kaganapan

Sakim
Walang pakiramdam
Masalimoot na katotohanan

Gising Pilipinas!!!
Mga batang gustong makapag-aral
Lalangoy sa dagat
Paaralang ilang bundok ang layo
Nilalakad ng mga kawawang nilalang
Lolo, lola, mamatay na nga lang
Sa kalsada pa
Masalimoot na buhay.
Si Juan matitigok na
Nasaan na ang mga proyektong gamot?
Para daw sa mahihirap kamo?
Pero nasaan na ba ang mga ito?

Gising Pilipinas!!!

Mapanlinlang
mapangahas
Nagtatago sa madla

Ano ngayon ang napala?
Wala.
Wala.
Wala.

Huli na sa akto
Sumisigaw na ang mga tao
Sapagkat sumisingaw na ang baho

Ang tanong ngayon
Sino sino ang kanyang mga katoto?

Ang mga tao ay nag-aabang
Nagagalak
Nagsasaya
Nagtatanong
Nag-aalala.

Nag-aabang sa gagawin ng Pinuno
Nagagalak sapagka't huli na sila sa akto
Nagsasaya sa nakikitang pag-asa
Nagtatanong sa mga dambuhala
At labis na nag-aalala
Kung may patutunguhan ba ang kaso o wala

Sapagka't bali baliktarin mo man ang lahat
Ang kawawa pa rin dito
Ay ang mga taong mula't sapol
Paghihirap ang dinanas.

Gising Pilipinas!!!

The last time...

The last time I checked my pulse...
I'm still alive.
I can still feel it.

I'm young and fierce.
I have a lot of things to do, and before I will regret anything in my life, I should try and experienced them all. Well at least I'll try. :)

:)

The Best of Having You

People may turn away from you for many reason. Be it reasonably acceptable or not. 

People may tend to hurt you intentionally or not. 

But here's the thing, as long as you know how to love them unconditionally, you can bear the pain.

The photo above was taken during our P.E. days in college. We're 2nd year students here. I'm with Pam, my freaky friend. 

The best of having her as my closest friend is that, even though we don't see each other anymore (well at least, we saw each other during our graduation day) after our graduation day, we still share the same tastes and the same thoughts.

I know someday, we'll see each other again and I will surely wait for that day. Narealized ko lang, pareho kaming nandito na sa manila pero parang ang hirap naman kaming magkita. Hopefully, one of this days, makapagmeet-up kami.

Sya yung isa sa mga iilang tao na nagbigay ng malaking impact sa buhay ko. Really.

The Lifebox family, she's the one who introduced me and even mentored me to make me stronger spiritually.

Sometimes, throwing back the past ( the beautiful past) is good.

Thanks freaky for being my family. For accepting me wholeheartedly.

See you soon!

:)

It Beats Only For You...

I can only say

That everyday of my life

I'm so blessed having you

I may not be good enough for you

Don't ever question me

When I say I love you...

I won't promise you anything

I may be a perfectionist

But I know I am not perfect

That's why sometimes

I'm so hard to handle

I'm very complicated

I always want you

To remember me all the time

I will not ask you for more

Just put me in your heart

Don't give up on me

And do stay as long as you can

I'm putting this in writing

I may not last for a long time

But I know this will last

Know that I love you

And I am always missing you

It's hard but I'll get used to

Be strong for me

So that when I can't handle life no more

I can always lean on you

Don't cry anymore

For if you do

My heart will blow

Do remember this kind of love

I keep on pondering what is this

This I call "My kind of love"

©

2013

toMAC

I am who I am

 And that reason, I alone knows it and I alone can decide whether I tell it, explain it and voice it out.

I am, who I am.

So shut up and you might as well understand it.

AUDACITY

I've been through a lot this week. 

I've been through a lot of headaches and that I can't actually say that I am in great frustration because if I do, that would be mean, I can't handle this life.

I've chosen to be like this.

To be better each day, to know different things one at a time and to ponder on the things that I can't understand.

Yeah. This is call and awesome. Try being like this. Don't just wish, start making it.

I don't know where this thought will going, but I really want to say what's on my heart this time.

I know, this is kind of creepy and helluva funny at the same time, but I guess writing is really the best medicine for me to help me voice out whatever the things that I want to say but the thing is, I just can't.

I can blow it to anyone, I can't talk. But I can write. That's it! :)

I've been like this a lot this week.

And that this one really is the best thing that I can describe my feeling.

Ride out the waves of this life. But sometimes you need to do deep pondering on the things you should and shouldn't do.

 I know I said it in a million times to myself that I must possessed something which is unearthly to have, just like having the longest patience in the whole world, but sometimes, I am failing my self. I guess, I am still human. Though I am alien. Confused? :)

And now I am trying to tell me.

This is me.

A hard one sometimes.

Complicated all the time.

Fighting for freedom.

USING MY HEAD MORE THAN MY HEART.

BUT I CROSS MY HEART, I KNOW HOW TO LOVE...

:)

©

2013

NOVEMBERCABUENA

Poem for you

Take me out into this empty room

Hold me until I can forget everything

Dance with me until the sunset

Bathe with me when the rain falls

Help me to trust again

Never give up on me not this time

For if you do, I'll be lost

Withered and shattered

Take my hand

Until the end of the lullaby

Sing for me

When my soul feel  so empty

Hold me...

When the night time takes over

Stay until I fall to my deep sleep

And live on my dreamland

I'm sorry for everything

I'm not the best

And I will never be one

Never will I be

But here's the thing

When I say I love you

I really do

And I really do love you

I can't be that much for you

I'm just enough

And please do understand

Please understand

Can't say it better

Because every time that I try

I'm being stuck

And left the words on my tongue

Maybe this way

This modem 

I can voice it out

If not, at least I tried

I'm thankful for having you

Can't think any reason for me to let go

But please do understand me

For sometimes, I do feel blue.

And please bear in mind

I don't have any intention

To hurt and to loss you

Because I love you....

©

2013

KittoMac