Monday, December 16, 2013

The Idealism

I've been through a lot of topsy-turby moments this past week.
But anyway, I am so thankful that I am still alive.

Counting for more few days and it is Christmas time.
And my idea of a perfect Christmas is to spend my time to the people whom I love the most.

I am not actually celebrating my birthday, Christmas time, or even New Year, but the thing is, this year, people celebrated my birthday and that I've been force to celebrate it too. Well anyway, I am thankful though.

I really appreciate all the efforts.

And now, I am planning to be with my sister Ro for Christmas. Yes, I'll be with her family. 
This is much better I think, than to be alone in my bed while everyone is celebrating.

What I wish for this Christmas is for ate RC. I wish that she will be well the soonest possible. 
Apart from this wish, well, thanks God for always in my side. Because as for this time, I am actually having the copy of Narnia book series and the The Lord of the Rings book series.

This will be my earliest gift to myself aside from the gift of our nanay-nanayan(mother-like).

Well, time is indeed running so fact and I am hoping for the best to happen.

MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAVE A PROSPEROUS NEW YEAR TO ALL! 
:)

Friday, December 13, 2013

How far can we reach...



We travel in very swift and light foot.
My sister and I.

Well, she is not actually my biological sister, but she's my sister in so many reasons.
That is why I love her as my blood-sister.

We have gone this far. 
And so far, so good. We are fated just so good.

In our 8 months working in the office, we've shared a lot of things. Pros and cons. We have already wandered in so many parts of the city. 
And yes, we have this fondness on having a clean toes and nails.

We've gone this far. And yes, we will surely go farther.

When nothing seems so right...

Try to keep going and appreciate what is left.
If none, then keep on walking still.
Do not give up.

Remember that in every thunderous saga of your life, there will always be this PEACE.
In every knives that they have thrown to you, there will always be this MIRACLE, letting you to surpass it.
In every downfall moments, there's always this HOPE, pushing you to exert a little more to conquer your enemies and victory will be yours. 

Saturday, November 23, 2013

Dungeons and Dragons

Since I am so fond on watching dragon films, I am so greatly amaze until now. Because, I am discovering epic movies that are so related into Dragons and magic. 

I recommend this epic film. 

It shows how greed can consume someone, most especially in politics.
How powerful the nature is. 
How great it would be if you have a best friend who is always there for you no matter what life may bring.
A best friend who is so brave that he/she can sacrifice his/her life just for you.

A leader who can see the world so differently. That everyone deserves to be treated the same. That we are all equal.

This is a great movie.

:)

Try watching it. 

:)

Friday, November 22, 2013

The undying battle

Living is indeed an undying battle. Long as you live, long as you battling.

I just so wish I had a pair of wings in order for me to fly. Be an angel and have some fun in the sky.

Sometimes, thinking of escaping in the real world is awesome, but what it make it so confusing is that, you cannot put it into action and you cannot do it for so many reasons.

Just like LIFE. Sometimes, you cannot take it for it is like a living hell, sometimes, it could be a living heaven just below the sky. Sometimes, LIFE is silent. Sometimes it is so loud.

Funny, you only need to die to stop living.

And funny because the only acceptable thing in this life is the imagination of a Happy life.
And the only refutable thing is Death.

"Life goes on after death.
And death will always come after life."




Wednesday, November 20, 2013

Happy Birthday to me!!!



"Success will run to you if you're open to welcome it."

I may not be that rich kid just like the others, but I am still thankful for being me. I have plenty of lovers. Well, it is not the ideal lover meaning , but I do have plenty of lovers; my friends, myself, and my friends again.
I may not always getting a lot of material things in life, but still, I am happy.
Beside, what is the use of having too many, when I only needed few for me to continue living.
In shortest term "hindi ako maluho."

I do not actually believe in such thing as "AGE". I do not even celebrate my birthday. I do not believe in such kind of things.
But, people around me used to well...celebrate it. So as per the picture above and below, here I am, posting like a crazy one.
Looking happy and yes, contented.

As I mentioned, I do not believe in age. What I do believe is that, I am still young and moving and kicking, and enjoying, and crying and believing that one day I will be somewhere in the outer space talking to all the aliens out there. :)

Thank you to all the people who keeps on loving me. Supporting me and pushing me to be better each day and everywhere.



I want to study again. Take the master's degree and change my work. 
But I think, that idea would be so nice to pursue next time.

For now, I will just keep on looking to the one who can sponsor me.
:) :) :) 

Thursday, November 14, 2013

Moving On


We badly need to move on.
Way back last week, Friday, I've been actually watching the television for the news update.
Sa laki ng pinsalang ginawa ni Yolanda sa kalathang Visayas, grabe.... 
Tinututukan ko talaga ang bawat news update, mapatelevision man yan o sa radyo.
At hindi ko mapigil ang aking sarili na mahabag sa lahat ng mga taong biktima ng kalamidad.

Please... To all the people who can read this, I am asking for your support. Pray for the people who were badly hit by supertyphoon Yolanda.




BABANGON MULI ANG PILIPINAS.



Tuesday, November 12, 2013

Helping hands



Please for the Philippines, for the Filipinos who have been badly hit by super typhoon "Yolanda".


Saturday, November 09, 2013

Vivacity noted!

You treat me as your sister
Bind by friendship and love
Not by the biological one
You care for me
Like I am your family
Know this fact
That I will always have this might
To tell you this so cool thing
I love you Bro, no matter what.
Have this early blast
Wishing for the best for you to last
Not just now, nor tomorrow
But day after day
Here's your sister
Me, myself and I.
Telling you to ponder this
"No matter how hard this life
dream big and create the life you wanted."

God bless you always Tol! 
:)


This poem is for MR. JEROME GALLARDO.
MY SO GOOD FRIEND AND BRO.:)

Friday, November 08, 2013

The truth

I will simplify this one.

You cannot escape the truth.
You cannot get rid of it.
The truth will haunt you, no matter how much you try to hide yourself.
The truth will stick and dig a hole to your skin, and no matter how hard you scrub nor how much you try to get rid of it, you cannot!
The truth will hurt you.
No matter how emotionless you are.
The truth will not exempt you nor ignore you, or even pass you or deny you in knowing it.
Nobody is EXEMPTED!
And no matter how much you deny it to yourself, to others, or no matter how much you deny it, the truth will still be there. Waiting to get out. Waiting... 

But at the same time, the best thing about the truth if being use lightly and rightly, THE TRUTH will SET YOU FREE...

:)

Tuesday, October 29, 2013

FearLess

Fear the Less.
Say I'm Possible.
Do the things your want to do.
Dare every bit of you to do things limitless.

Less Limits, the more complications- this is our pop culture and belief.
But haven't you tried to take away that limits in your life and move forward to do things beyond that so called boundaries of your life?

Go happy and be lucky.


Thursday, October 24, 2013

IMAGE

I M A G E.
Interior Mummification and Alternative Gratification of Ego

Just a thought.

Some people used to love and protect their so-called SELF-IMAGE.
Some used to love their image more than anything in this world.

Why is that?

Because some of them used to use their image just to get whatever they want in life.

Some would dare to sacrifice a lot just to have a perfect IMAGE.
They would invest a big portion of their money just to avail the latest and the trending way of manipulating their body just to be the perfect one.

Some used to hide their true identity, undergo some plastic surgery just to enhance their IMAGE.
Some used to fool others through their usage of their so-wonderful IMAGE, not knowing that they were slowly being consume by their own IMAGE. 

Well, nowadays, everybody loves to look good, feel better, boost their ego by their perfect IMAGE, and who knows? One day, they will soon realized that they are not being true anymore.

Hiding, faking, manipulating, and name it.

They all exist in this world. 

Love your TRUE SELF and do not hide the REAL you.

Wednesday, October 23, 2013

PROTAGONIST

Leading
Shouting
Moving

Leading for the benefits of many
Shouting for the hefty
Moving for the Glory of God

Sweating
Pleading
Crying

Sweating for the advocacy
Pleading for freedom and democracy
crying for all the hateful controversy

Counting
Waiting
Believing

Counting for the blind folks
Waiting for them to knock out the blocks
Believing that they can shake the rocks

Pushing
Convincing
Praying

Pushing them for the change
Convincing them to make the difference
Praying that they can make it until the end.

Monday, October 14, 2013

Pain no more

I wish I could give you my pain just  for a moment... Not to hurt you, but to make you understand "very well how much pain I have suffered."

This thought is my exact feeling right now. Codos to the one who wrote this and the one who posted it in facebook.

Saturday, October 12, 2013

Mas dominante ako sa tingin nila

Arogante, dominante at walang pakialam. yun ang sabi ng iba. Bossy masyado ang ugali ko at masyadong mataas ang standard ko.
"eh ano ngayon?" sabi ng sakit.

Almost 2 weeks na akong may sakit at dahil sa masyadong pagod ang isip ko at katawan, aaminin ko na minsan talaga, kahit ayaw ko pa sanang tumigil sa mga ginagawa ko, wala akong magawa kundi ang tumigil kasi nga hindi na kaya ng katawan ko. 

I just realized na hindi ako sanay na nagkakasakit. Worst yung may nag-aalaga sa akin.

Ilang araw na din pala akong pahinga ng pahinga.

I'm not a vulnerable. Not anymore. Wala akong panahon sa mga walang kakwenta kwentang bagay sa mundo. 

Well anyway, time to forget and let this one pass along again. 

:)

Friday, October 11, 2013

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ATE RUBI!!!!!






She is young and free
Vulnerable but happy

Stronger than you may know
Prettier than what she shows

This is her
My big sister

She's smart, strict and funny
She sometimes looks like a bunny
She's fabulous, kind and hippy

She's tough
but she's so sweet

She's understanding
And very convincing

She's cool like me
She's simple and true

I may not know her that long
But I knew for sure
She's too good to be true

This short poem is for her
Because it is her special day

She's so special
And she's so awesome

Fantastical ever
We love her so

My big sister
My friend
And my buddy.


happy birthday sister!!!


meLOVESyou...

Saturday, October 05, 2013

E.T.

Night vision 
Flying phantom 
Big eyes 
Big head 
Pale skin 
Alien invasion 

Have you seen one? 

Saucer flying 
Spaceship roving 
Supersonic speed 

Have you seen one? 

Floating 
Travelling 
Aerial monitoring 

Have you seen one? 

Extraterrestrial 
Very magical 
So fantastical 

Have you seen one? 

Unidentified flying object 
Unexpected guest 
Undying quest 

Have you seen one? 

What will you do 
If they hunt you?  

What will you do 
If they will invade you? 

What will you do 
If they befriend you?  

Have you seen one?  

Friday, October 04, 2013

Flirt at KSP

Some people do not know this yet.

SIGNS NG PAGIGING FLIRT AT KSP-KULANG SA PANSIN:
1. Texting your girl/boy friend, as in kaibigan in the middle of the night para sa walang kakwenta-kwentang bagay para lang may "CONVERSATION"

2. Nakikipagkulitan sa mga social sites sa alanganing oras. Take note: Yung as in na gabing gabi na.

3. Nagpapapansin sa pamamagitan ng tinatawag na pagse-SELFIE. Ilalike kunwari hanggang sa naglaliking na sila pareho sa isa't isa.

4. Mahilig makipagpicture sa mga lalaki/babae.

5. Palaging may load at nakaunli na hindi naman kailangan.

6. Palaging On Line hanggang madaling araw habang tulog na tulog na ang kanilang partner.

7. maraming followers at finafollow sa mga social sites.

8. Over sa selfie, na halos araw-araw na lang. Ang labas tuloy, nagmumukha na siyang KSP.

9. ginagawang daily routine yung pagbati sa tao through personal text, call or On Line

10.Ipinangangalandakan sa buiong nasyon ang lahat ng mga kaganapan sa kanyang buhay sa pamamagitan ng text, tawag at ang pinaka-viral sa lahat, social sites.


Ang mga nabanggit sa taas ay iilan lang sa mga signs.

Pupwede po ninyong dagdagan para mas lalong kapanapanabik pa ang mga maaaring mangyari.

:) 

Reminder

I am browsing the net a while ago, then suddenly I found this one.
Please see the link below.
http://erik-cruz.blogspot.com/

I did not watch the movie until the end of it because I cannot take it.

Then just so sudden, I remember my puppy when I was young.

Grabe yung video. Ang Brutal ng mga kaganapan. Just imagine, ang walang kalaban laban na puppy. Tsk!

Sobra, hanggang ngayon, naaalala ko pa din ito.
At ang namatay ko na aso noong ako ay bata pa.

Grabe yung attachment ko dati sa aso ko. Kaya noong namatay siya, sobra akong nalungkot na halos araw-araw ata eh umiiyak ako.

Yun yung huling araw na nagustuhan ko pa ang magalaga ng aso.

Nung nawala ako, nawalan na din ako ng amor.

Pero ng mapanood ko ang karumal-dumal na video, may mga walang-awa talaga sa mundo..


Grabe...


Cons


Friday, September 20, 2013

Pilipinas

Kabaha-bahala
And bawat nangyayari sa ating bansa
Luzon
Visayas
Mindanao...
LuzViMin may binabaha
LuzViMin may giyera

Bakbakan sa Zamboanga
Awayan sa isla

Tigok na si lolong
Ngunit may bagong buwaya
Ang kaibahan lang ni lolong dito
Sya ay tao, si lolong ay hayop

Buwaya sa Manila
Kalat sa talipapa
Basura sa bansa

Balahura
Sakim
Mapusok
Walng-puso...

Gising Pilipinas!!!
Gasgas na ang mga daliri sa kakasulat
Mula pa sa kapanahunan ni Rizal

Tinik sa lalamunan
Kalat ng lipunan
Walang awang mga nilalang

Gising Pilipinas!!!
Imulat ang mga mata
Sa totoong kaganapan

Sakim
Walang pakiramdam
Masalimoot na katotohanan

Gising Pilipinas!!!
Mga batang gustong makapag-aral
Lalangoy sa dagat
Paaralang ilang bundok ang layo
Nilalakad ng mga kawawang nilalang
Lolo, lola, mamatay na nga lang
Sa kalsada pa
Masalimoot na buhay.
Si Juan matitigok na
Nasaan na ang mga proyektong gamot?
Para daw sa mahihirap kamo?
Pero nasaan na ba ang mga ito?

Gising Pilipinas!!!

Mapanlinlang
mapangahas
Nagtatago sa madla

Ano ngayon ang napala?
Wala.
Wala.
Wala.

Huli na sa akto
Sumisigaw na ang mga tao
Sapagkat sumisingaw na ang baho

Ang tanong ngayon
Sino sino ang kanyang mga katoto?

Ang mga tao ay nag-aabang
Nagagalak
Nagsasaya
Nagtatanong
Nag-aalala.

Nag-aabang sa gagawin ng Pinuno
Nagagalak sapagka't huli na sila sa akto
Nagsasaya sa nakikitang pag-asa
Nagtatanong sa mga dambuhala
At labis na nag-aalala
Kung may patutunguhan ba ang kaso o wala

Sapagka't bali baliktarin mo man ang lahat
Ang kawawa pa rin dito
Ay ang mga taong mula't sapol
Paghihirap ang dinanas.

Gising Pilipinas!!!


Monday, September 16, 2013

The last time...

The last time I checked my pulse...
I'm still alive.
I can still feel it.

I'm young and fierce.
I have a lot of things to do, and before I will regret anything in my life, I should try and experienced them all. Well at least I'll try. :)

:)

Friday, June 14, 2013

The Best of Having You




People may turn away from you for many reason. Be it reasonably acceptable or not. 
People may tend to hurt you intentionally or not. 
But here's the thing, as long as you know how to love them unconditionally, you can bear the pain.

The photo above was taken during our P.E. days in college. We're 2nd year students here. I'm with Pam, my freaky friend. 

The best of having her as my closest friend is that, even though we don't see each other anymore (well at least, we saw each other during our graduation day) after our graduation day, we still share the same tastes and the same thoughts.

I know someday, we'll see each other again and I will surely wait for that day. Narealized ko lang, pareho kaming nandito na sa manila pero parang ang hirap naman kaming magkita. Hopefully, one of this days, makapagmeet-up kami.

Sya yung isa sa mga iilang tao na nagbigay ng malaking impact sa buhay ko. Really.
The Lifebox family, she's the one who introduced me and even mentored me to make me stronger spiritually.

Sometimes, throwing back the past ( the beautiful past) is good.

Thanks freaky for being my family. For accepting me wholeheartedly.

See you soon!


:)

Thursday, May 30, 2013

It Beats Only For You...


I can only say
That everyday of my life
I'm so blessed having you

I may not be good enough for you
Don't ever question me
When I say I love you...

I won't promise you anything
I may be a perfectionist
But I know I am not perfect

That's why sometimes
I'm so hard to handle
I'm very complicated

I always want you
To remember me all the time
I will not ask you for more

Just put me in your heart
Don't give up on me
And do stay as long as you can

I'm putting this in writing
I may not last for a long time
But I know this will last

Know that I love you
And I am always missing you
It's hard but I'll get used to

Be strong for me
So that when I can't handle life no more
I can always lean on you

Don't cry anymore
For if you do
My heart will blow

Do remember this kind of love
I keep on pondering what is this
This I call "My kind of love"



©
2013

toMAC



Wednesday, May 29, 2013

I am who I am


 And that reason, I alone knows it and I alone can decide whether I tell it, explain it and voice it out.


I am, who I am.

So shut up and you might as well understand it.


AUDACITY

I've been through a lot this week. 
I've been through a lot of headaches and that I can't actually say that I am in great frustration because if I do, that would be mean, I can't handle this life.
I've chosen to be like this.
To be better each day, to know different things one at a time and to ponder on the things that I can't understand.


Yeah. This is call and awesome. Try being like this. Don't just wish, start making it.

I don't know where this thought will going, but I really want to say what's on my heart this time.

I know, this is kind of creepy and helluva funny at the same time, but I guess writing is really the best medicine for me to help me voice out whatever the things that I want to say but the thing is, I just can't.
I can blow it to anyone, I can't talk. But I can write. That's it! :)

I've been like this a lot this week.

And that this one really is the best thing that I can describe my feeling.

Ride out the waves of this life. But sometimes you need to do deep pondering on the things you should and shouldn't do.

 I know I said it in a million times to myself that I must possessed something which is unearthly to have, just like having the longest patience in the whole world, but sometimes, I am failing my self. I guess, I am still human. Though I am alien. Confused? :)

And now I am trying to tell me.

This is me.

A hard one sometimes.

Complicated all the time.

Fighting for freedom.

USING MY HEAD MORE THAN MY HEART.
BUT I CROSS MY HEART, I KNOW HOW TO LOVE...

:)



©
2013
NOVEMBERCABUENA


Monday, May 27, 2013

Poem for you

Take me out into this empty room
Hold me until I can forget everything
Dance with me until the sunset
Bathe with me when the rain falls

Help me to trust again
Never give up on me not this time
For if you do, I'll be lost
Withered and shattered

Take my hand
Until the end of the lullaby
Sing for me
When my soul feel  so empty

Hold me...
When the night time takes over
Stay until I fall to my deep sleep
And live on my dreamland

I'm sorry for everything
I'm not the best
And I will never be one
Never will I be

But here's the thing
When I say I love you
I really do
And I really do love you

I can't be that much for you
I'm just enough
And please do understand
Please understand

Can't say it better
Because every time that I try
I'm being stuck
And left the words on my tongue

Maybe this way
This modem 
I can voice it out
If not, at least I tried

I'm thankful for having you
Can't think any reason for me to let go
But please do understand me
For sometimes, I do feel blue.

And please bear in mind
I don't have any intention
To hurt and to loss you
Because I love you....



©
2013

KittoMac



I LOVE YOU, BETH COOPER

I Love You, Beth Cooper (2009) Poster


I love this movie.

Watch and make a review.

:)


The best line for me in this movie:

Beth: Thank you...for loving me.
Dennis: What's not to love?You remember that.

Dennis: Hey, Beth. See you at the reunion.
Beth: Yes.

Dennis: If we're both still single, I'll marry you.
Beth: That's a promise.


Have a good day!


:)


"What I miss about him is the way he makes me feel love."
-MetoHim-

Saturday, May 25, 2013

I'm no polupar

My brother just made me smile. 

:) :) :) :) :) :) :) :)

Why?

He told me just a while ago that "I am popular in my Alma Mater (in our University)"

My brother have decided to go home in Ilocos to continue his college. Though he already taken the entrance exam here in Manila and passed it.

When he went to my school where I spent 4 years there, someone asked my brother if he knows me or are we related to each other, because according to this someone, I am popular in our school. hahahaha.

Well, that's cool!

At least my stay there is all worth it.

I'm actually don't care if they know me or not though.

I've only done my part.


Okay... Enough. :)


I MISS HIM


©

Thursday, May 23, 2013

In Dan Brown's Inferno, a rape in Manila, called 'gates of hell'

In Dan Brown's Inferno, a rape in Manila, called 'gates of hell'

I'm Possible


Tell yourself today that you can do it. 

Waking up in the morning is a real hard thing to do, most specially when you're tired. Tired on your work, your study and all the stuffs that are worth tiring for.

Sometimes, you feel that you don't want to go to work, or go to school. You only want to stay in bed, have your unlimited sleep and stay relax.

But here's the thing, you'll soon realized that you actually wasted your time doing nothing.
You may get a better and unending sleep when you're dead.

Tired of doing the same things everyday.
You wake up, take a bath, eat your breakfast, go to work or go to school, eat your meryenda, lunch, meryenda, then supper, then stay up late at night doing things that makes you relax. Then it goes on. 
Your life cycle.

Want some new stuffs everyday?
Make impossible things possible.

It's up to you.
You have a lots of choice anyway.

I will give some:
You may start your day with a great SMILE.
Call or text your love ones and tell them "I LOVE YOU"
Greet your friends in your school or in the work place
Have a good laugh with your friends
Say "HAVE A GOOD DAY TO YOUR BOSS.
BEFRIEND a stranger
Read some BOOKS
Create your BLOG
CLEAN your office
Ride CALESA (if there's any in the city :))
Write your LIFE'S STORY
GIVE some help to the needy
VISIT a CHURCH


and others....


There are a lot of things, interesting things, new things that you can do each day of your life...

Make a difference. Stay young and healthy.


I'MPOSSIBLE

Wednesday, May 22, 2013

One of the best UNCONDITIONAL LOVE I've heard


Yeah, that depends...

I've heard a lot of beautiful inspiring stories of different people.
I've seen how they change their facial reaction while they were telling their very own story.
I've seen how their story alone, lights up their face and made them frown.

Why do I really love listening to the story of  others?
Because I'm learning just by listening.

So, how's that?
Do you believe in unconditional love?
For me, yes. I do believe in unconditional love, because I've seen and feel it with my family.

Well, the story that I will going to tell, is a big real one. It do exist and it was already a part of the so-called past.

Well, let me start here. I've been living here for more than a month. A major change in location, and everything. I've gain some friends and meet a lot of people. So, here's the thing. I have this friend, I/we used to call her ate. What I like and love to her is that, she treated us like her child. She used to give us food, supported us to whatever she can do for us, even just for the tiniest thing she can offer.

Then yesterday, she open-up her life. Her past life. How she supported someone during her trials in life, and how she became hurt by this someone she used to call "friend". 
She helped this "friend" during her sorrowful days. She even worked hard in order to support her "friend" during her 9 months hardships. 

Until the baby was born.

So that's it.

Ate doesn't have any child. No husband, no daughter or son. But she have a family.
She have a lot of friends here. Though some of them, I call them "fake''.

So here's the thing, I can't actually elaborate further the story because I don't have still the right to do so. hahaha

But I just want to leave this thought,

No matter how painful life maybe, no matter how down you are, no matter how hurt you are, the most important thing is not your emotions. It may consume and destroy you. What matter most is that you know how to forgive, how to love unconditionally. 






AtAkoAyNabitinSaSariliKongKwento



©

Tuesday, May 21, 2013

To the Beautiful Us

Rubi and Kit

We've been here since day one of our work. After our graduation, we went here. And now, we're still here, surviving the everyday of our life.

We've been somehow tested each day. To wake up and to continue living as an independent women.

School and work is just the same. Both hectic and tiring. In school, you should study hard for you to get high grades, review a lot to perfect the exams. While in the workplace, you must work hard and perform very well to get your pay slip.

That's why, we're here. To work and learn something different each day. We're done schooling, but still, we remain learners.

Funny how our world turns upside down after graduation. I couldn't help to feel happy because God gave us this opportunity to work easily. We don't need to wait for a long month for the job hunting and the long process of employment.

Yes, we miss being a student, we miss our friends, but the thing is, we must go on. This is life. There's no such thing as the word permanent.

Good day!

To the Beautiful Us...


©2013

Monday, May 20, 2013

Status

I somehow tried to understand what is the essence of being a single and in a relationship status.

Single. It is when you do something stupid, you alone can laugh with it. You go out to unwind without thinking you must tell it to anyone or to anybody. It is a status that when you think all about it, it is the best status ever. No complications. No disappointments. No heartaches. No expectation. No sleepless nights. No to all the complicated things.

In a relationship. It is when you have committed your heart to someone deserving enough for you to be disappointed, to be hurt, to be stress, to wear your eye bugs, to be sad to be happy, and all the nasty mixed things of coolness and freakingness.

The essence of the two?

I don't know. I think they were both complicated.

Thursday, May 16, 2013

Public Apology

Pataasan nanaman siguro ito ng pride.

 Though nagbanggit na ng dapat gawin ng Pilipinas ang Taiwan, sa tingin ko, hindi pa rin sapat yung mag-sorry ka lang.

Kasi buhay na yung nawala. And in the first place, sino namang tao ang gustong i-accept agad-agad ang sorry ng taong nakapatay without the legal process.
 Okay sige, sabihin na nating lahat ng tao may kapasidad na magpatawad agad. Pero ang hustisya sa mundo, nag-eexist. Hindi ko naman sinasabing hindi patawarin na Taiwan ang Pilipinas sa isyung kinakaharap nito ngayon kasi nakasalalay dito ang katahimikan ng lahat.

Almost 87,000 ang Pinoy na naninirahan at nagtratrabaho at may mga upcoming pa, tapos biglang nagkagulo. Ipit ang mga Pinoy doon. At ang matindi pa dito, ang pamilyang binubuhay nila dito sa Pinas ay apektado. kung wala silang kita na ipapadala sa Pinas, kawawa ang mga taong sinusuportahan nila.

So, ano nga ba dapat ang tamang gawin? Syempre, una sa lahat, humingi ng tawad. Bahala na muna sila kung tatanggapin nila yun o hindi. Pangalawa, suportahan financially yung pamilyang naiwan ng mangingisda.(kasalanan man nya yung nangyari o hindi, wala tayo doon sa lugar ng mangyari ang insidente.)(ANG SAKEN LANG, HUWAG MUNA SANA TAYONG MANGHUSGA HANGGAT DI NATIN ALAM ANG TUNAY NA NANGYARI.,MINSAN KASI, SA NATURAL NA KADALDALAN NG TAO, NAGIGING MAGULO ANG LAHAT)

Lahat naman siguro ng bagay, pwedeng madaan sa mabuting usapan. Basta yung mag-uusap ay parehong bukas ang isip at puso. Kasi walang kwenta ang pag-uusap kung utak lang ang bukas. Bakit? Paano ka makakapagpatawad kung sarado naman puso mo, di ba?

 So, kung pwedeng idaan sa mabuting usapan, magheart-to-heart talk ang dalawang partido. Yung sila na mismo. Presidente ng Taiwan at Presidente ng Pilipinas.(na sa tingin ko malabong mangyari yun sa ngayon)

Pero dapat talaga mag-usap sila, para magkaalaman na. Yung sila talaga ha. Hindi yung pinapadaan lang nila sa mga representatives.

Kung gusto natin ng world peace, dapat natin itong pagtrabahuan ng mabuti.
Wag yung protektahan mo yung alam mong nakagawa ng mali.

Imbestigahan ang nangyari. Nararapat lamang yun. Para naman malaman ang pinag-ugatan ng lahat. Hindi sapat yung maniniwala lamang tayo sa sumbong.

Wala akong pinapanigan dito, kasi una sa lahat, wala ako sa pinangyarihan ng insidente. Pangalawa, ke nandun man ako o wala, kung talagang mangyayari yung ganun, kahit magwala pa ko at makialam sa kanila(madamay pa ako), kung nakatakdang mangyari yun, wala na akong magagawa. At pangatlo, walang cctv camera sa dagat na pupwedeng maging matibay na ebidensya sa nangyari. At pang-apat, bago ako pumanig sa kung kanino man sa dalawa, kelangan ko munang malaman ang totoong nangyari.

Pero sa ngayon, manonood muna ako ng balita. magbabasa ng diyaryo at magsasaliksik para kahit papano makakuha ako ng impormasyon na makabuluhan.