It Beats Only For You...

I can only say

That everyday of my life

I'm so blessed having you

I may not be good enough for you

Don't ever question me

When I say I love you...

I won't promise you anything

I may be a perfectionist

But I know I am not perfect

That's why sometimes

I'm so hard to handle

I'm very complicated

I always want you

To remember me all the time

I will not ask you for more

Just put me in your heart

Don't give up on me

And do stay as long as you can

I'm putting this in writing

I may not last for a long time

But I know this will last

Know that I love you

And I am always missing you

It's hard but I'll get used to

Be strong for me

So that when I can't handle life no more

I can always lean on you

Don't cry anymore

For if you do

My heart will blow

Do remember this kind of love

I keep on pondering what is this

This I call "My kind of love"

©

2013

toMAC

I am who I am

 And that reason, I alone knows it and I alone can decide whether I tell it, explain it and voice it out.

I am, who I am.

So shut up and you might as well understand it.

AUDACITY

I've been through a lot this week. 

I've been through a lot of headaches and that I can't actually say that I am in great frustration because if I do, that would be mean, I can't handle this life.

I've chosen to be like this.

To be better each day, to know different things one at a time and to ponder on the things that I can't understand.

Yeah. This is call and awesome. Try being like this. Don't just wish, start making it.

I don't know where this thought will going, but I really want to say what's on my heart this time.

I know, this is kind of creepy and helluva funny at the same time, but I guess writing is really the best medicine for me to help me voice out whatever the things that I want to say but the thing is, I just can't.

I can blow it to anyone, I can't talk. But I can write. That's it! :)

I've been like this a lot this week.

And that this one really is the best thing that I can describe my feeling.

Ride out the waves of this life. But sometimes you need to do deep pondering on the things you should and shouldn't do.

 I know I said it in a million times to myself that I must possessed something which is unearthly to have, just like having the longest patience in the whole world, but sometimes, I am failing my self. I guess, I am still human. Though I am alien. Confused? :)

And now I am trying to tell me.

This is me.

A hard one sometimes.

Complicated all the time.

Fighting for freedom.

USING MY HEAD MORE THAN MY HEART.

BUT I CROSS MY HEART, I KNOW HOW TO LOVE...

:)

©

2013

NOVEMBERCABUENA

Poem for you

Take me out into this empty room

Hold me until I can forget everything

Dance with me until the sunset

Bathe with me when the rain falls

Help me to trust again

Never give up on me not this time

For if you do, I'll be lost

Withered and shattered

Take my hand

Until the end of the lullaby

Sing for me

When my soul feel  so empty

Hold me...

When the night time takes over

Stay until I fall to my deep sleep

And live on my dreamland

I'm sorry for everything

I'm not the best

And I will never be one

Never will I be

But here's the thing

When I say I love you

I really do

And I really do love you

I can't be that much for you

I'm just enough

And please do understand

Please understand

Can't say it better

Because every time that I try

I'm being stuck

And left the words on my tongue

Maybe this way

This modem 

I can voice it out

If not, at least I tried

I'm thankful for having you

Can't think any reason for me to let go

But please do understand me

For sometimes, I do feel blue.

And please bear in mind

I don't have any intention

To hurt and to loss you

Because I love you....

©

2013

KittoMac

I LOVE YOU, BETH COOPER

I love this movie.

Watch and make a review.

:)

The best line for me in this movie:

Beth: Thank you...for loving me.
Dennis: What's not to love?You remember that.

Dennis: Hey, Beth. See you at the reunion.
Beth: Yes.

Dennis: If we're both still single, I'll marry you.
Beth: That's a promise.

Have a good day!

:)

"What I miss about him is the way he makes me feel love."

-MetoHim-

I'm no polupar

My brother just made me smile. 

:) :) :) :) :) :) :) :)

Why?

He told me just a while ago that "I am popular in my Alma Mater (in our University)"

My brother have decided to go home in Ilocos to continue his college. Though he already taken the entrance exam here in Manila and passed it.

When he went to my school where I spent 4 years there, someone asked my brother if he knows me or are we related to each other, because according to this someone, I am popular in our school. hahahaha.

Well, that's cool!

At least my stay there is all worth it.

I'm actually don't care if they know me or not though.

I've only done my part.

Okay... Enough. :)

I MISS HIM

©

In Dan Brown's Inferno, a rape in Manila, called 'gates of hell'

In Dan Brown's Inferno, a rape in Manila, called 'gates of hell'

I'm Possible

Tell yourself today that you can do it. 

Waking up in the morning is a real hard thing to do, most specially when you're tired. Tired on your work, your study and all the stuffs that are worth tiring for.

Sometimes, you feel that you don't want to go to work, or go to school. You only want to stay in bed, have your unlimited sleep and stay relax.

But here's the thing, you'll soon realized that you actually wasted your time doing nothing.

You may get a better and unending sleep when you're dead.

Tired of doing the same things everyday.

You wake up, take a bath, eat your breakfast, go to work or go to school, eat your meryenda, lunch, meryenda, then supper, then stay up late at night doing things that makes you relax. Then it goes on. 

Your life cycle.

Want some new stuffs everyday?

Make impossible things possible.

It's up to you.

You have a lots of choice anyway.

I will give some:

You may start your day with a great SMILE.

Call or text your love ones and tell them "I LOVE YOU"

Greet your friends in your school or in the work place

Have a good laugh with your friends

Say "HAVE A GOOD DAY TO YOUR BOSS.

BEFRIEND a stranger

Read some BOOKS

Create your BLOG

CLEAN your office

Ride CALESA (if there's any in the city :))

Write your LIFE'S STORY

GIVE some help to the needy

VISIT a CHURCH

and others....

There are a lot of things, interesting things, new things that you can do each day of your life...

Make a difference. Stay young and healthy.

I'MPOSSIBLE

One of the best UNCONDITIONAL LOVE I've heard

Yeah, that depends...

I've heard a lot of beautiful inspiring stories of different people.

I've seen how they change their facial reaction while they were telling their very own story.

I've seen how their story alone, lights up their face and made them frown.

Why do I really love listening to the story of  others?

Because I'm learning just by listening.

So, how's that?

Do you believe in unconditional love?

For me, yes. I do believe in unconditional love, because I've seen and feel it with my family.

Well, the story that I will going to tell, is a big real one. It do exist and it was already a part of the so-called past.

Well, let me start here. I've been living here for more than a month. A major change in location, and everything. I've gain some friends and meet a lot of people. So, here's the thing. I have this friend, I/we used to call her ate. What I like and love to her is that, she treated us like her child. She used to give us food, supported us to whatever she can do for us, even just for the tiniest thing she can offer.

Then yesterday, she open-up her life. Her past life. How she supported someone during her trials in life, and how she became hurt by this someone she used to call "friend". 

She helped this "friend" during her sorrowful days. She even worked hard in order to support her "friend" during her 9 months hardships. 

Until the baby was born.

So that's it.

Ate doesn't have any child. No husband, no daughter or son. But she have a family.

She have a lot of friends here. Though some of them, I call them "fake''.

So here's the thing, I can't actually elaborate further the story because I don't have still the right to do so. hahaha

But I just want to leave this thought,

No matter how painful life maybe, no matter how down you are, no matter how hurt you are, the most important thing is not your emotions. It may consume and destroy you. What matter most is that you know how to forgive, how to love unconditionally. 

AtAkoAyNabitinSaSariliKongKwento

©

To the Beautiful Us

Rubi and Kit

We've been here since day one of our work. After our graduation, we went here. And now, we're still here, surviving the everyday of our life.

We've been somehow tested each day. To wake up and to continue living as an independent women.

School and work is just the same. Both hectic and tiring. In school, you should study hard for you to get high grades, review a lot to perfect the exams. While in the workplace, you must work hard and perform very well to get your pay slip.

That's why, we're here. To work and learn something different each day. We're done schooling, but still, we remain learners.

Funny how our world turns upside down after graduation. I couldn't help to feel happy because God gave us this opportunity to work easily. We don't need to wait for a long month for the job hunting and the long process of employment.

Yes, we miss being a student, we miss our friends, but the thing is, we must go on. This is life. There's no such thing as the word permanent.

Good day!

To the Beautiful Us...


©2013

Status

I somehow tried to understand what is the essence of being a single and in a relationship status.

Single. It is when you do something stupid, you alone can laugh with it. You go out to unwind without thinking you must tell it to anyone or to anybody. It is a status that when you think all about it, it is the best status ever. No complications. No disappointments. No heartaches. No expectation. No sleepless nights. No to all the complicated things.

In a relationship. It is when you have committed your heart to someone deserving enough for you to be disappointed, to be hurt, to be stress, to wear your eye bugs, to be sad to be happy, and all the nasty mixed things of coolness and freakingness.

The essence of the two?

I don't know. I think they were both complicated.

Public Apology

Pataasan nanaman siguro ito ng pride.

 Though nagbanggit na ng dapat gawin ng Pilipinas ang Taiwan, sa tingin ko, hindi pa rin sapat yung mag-sorry ka lang.

Kasi buhay na yung nawala. And in the first place, sino namang tao ang gustong i-accept agad-agad ang sorry ng taong nakapatay without the legal process.
 Okay sige, sabihin na nating lahat ng tao may kapasidad na magpatawad agad. Pero ang hustisya sa mundo, nag-eexist. Hindi ko naman sinasabing hindi patawarin na Taiwan ang Pilipinas sa isyung kinakaharap nito ngayon kasi nakasalalay dito ang katahimikan ng lahat.

Almost 87,000 ang Pinoy na naninirahan at nagtratrabaho at may mga upcoming pa, tapos biglang nagkagulo. Ipit ang mga Pinoy doon. At ang matindi pa dito, ang pamilyang binubuhay nila dito sa Pinas ay apektado. kung wala silang kita na ipapadala sa Pinas, kawawa ang mga taong sinusuportahan nila.

So, ano nga ba dapat ang tamang gawin? Syempre, una sa lahat, humingi ng tawad. Bahala na muna sila kung tatanggapin nila yun o hindi. Pangalawa, suportahan financially yung pamilyang naiwan ng mangingisda.(kasalanan man nya yung nangyari o hindi, wala tayo doon sa lugar ng mangyari ang insidente.)(ANG SAKEN LANG, HUWAG MUNA SANA TAYONG MANGHUSGA HANGGAT DI NATIN ALAM ANG TUNAY NA NANGYARI.,MINSAN KASI, SA NATURAL NA KADALDALAN NG TAO, NAGIGING MAGULO ANG LAHAT)

Lahat naman siguro ng bagay, pwedeng madaan sa mabuting usapan. Basta yung mag-uusap ay parehong bukas ang isip at puso. Kasi walang kwenta ang pag-uusap kung utak lang ang bukas. Bakit? Paano ka makakapagpatawad kung sarado naman puso mo, di ba?

 So, kung pwedeng idaan sa mabuting usapan, magheart-to-heart talk ang dalawang partido. Yung sila na mismo. Presidente ng Taiwan at Presidente ng Pilipinas.(na sa tingin ko malabong mangyari yun sa ngayon)

Pero dapat talaga mag-usap sila, para magkaalaman na. Yung sila talaga ha. Hindi yung pinapadaan lang nila sa mga representatives.

Kung gusto natin ng world peace, dapat natin itong pagtrabahuan ng mabuti.
Wag yung protektahan mo yung alam mong nakagawa ng mali.

Imbestigahan ang nangyari. Nararapat lamang yun. Para naman malaman ang pinag-ugatan ng lahat. Hindi sapat yung maniniwala lamang tayo sa sumbong.

Wala akong pinapanigan dito, kasi una sa lahat, wala ako sa pinangyarihan ng insidente. Pangalawa, ke nandun man ako o wala, kung talagang mangyayari yung ganun, kahit magwala pa ko at makialam sa kanila(madamay pa ako), kung nakatakdang mangyari yun, wala na akong magagawa. At pangatlo, walang cctv camera sa dagat na pupwedeng maging matibay na ebidensya sa nangyari. At pang-apat, bago ako pumanig sa kung kanino man sa dalawa, kelangan ko munang malaman ang totoong nangyari.

Pero sa ngayon, manonood muna ako ng balita. magbabasa ng diyaryo at magsasaliksik para kahit papano makakuha ako ng impormasyon na makabuluhan.

Poetry.com

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Alastair Reid

"Curiosity" 

may have killed the cat; more likely
the cat was just unlucky, or else curious
to see what death was like, having no cause
to go on licking paws, or fathering
litter on litter of kittens, predictably.

Nevertheless, to be curious
is dangerous enough. To distrust
what is always said, what seems
to ask odd questions, interfere in dreams,
leave home, smell rats, have hunches
do not endear cats to those doggy circles
where well-smelt baskets, suitable wives, good lunches
are the order of things, and where prevails
much wagging of incurious heads and tails.
Face it. Curiosity
will not cause us to die--
only lack of it will.
Never to want to see
the other side of the hill
or that improbable country
where living is an idyll
(although a probable hell)
would kill us all.
Only the curious
have, if they live, a tale
worth telling at all.

Dogs say cats love too much, are irresponsible,
are changeable, marry too many wives,
desert their children, chill all dinner tables
with tales of their nine lives.
Well, they are lucky. Let them be
nine-lived and contradictory,
curious enough to change, prepared to pay
the cat price, which is to die
and die again and again,
each time with no less pain.
A cat minority of one
is all that can be counted on
to tell the truth. And what cats have to tell
on each return from hell
is this: that dying is what the living do,
that dying is what the loving do,
and that dead dogs are those who do not know
that dying is what, to live, each has to do.

Bagong basa ko lang 'to. Recommended by my co-poet sa Poetry.com

I was just being happy for the good feedback na nakukuha ko sa mga iba't ibang tao na 'di ko kakilala.

Actually, this poem, I haven't read it or even familiar of it before ako gumawa ng poem ko kanina.

Then nagulat na lang ako ng nagustuhan nila gawa ko and then someone recommended this poem saken.

So, okay! This is it. Nakakainspire.

Which is which? Are you a cat or a dog in this poem?

Enjoy reading!

Come and visit, be one of us at Poetry.com

Search Kit Tabutol and you'll find me there. :)

Halalan 2013

Yan, tapos na ang nakakalokang procedure ng the voting dito sa Pinas. Natapos na din ang tinatawag ng iba na sagradong araw. Why sacred/ Kasi nga, ang iba ay naniniwala na ang pagka-cast ng isa nilang boto ay napakasagrado.
Ang iba, naniniwala na pwede nilang baguhin ang sistema ng Pilipinas na sa sobrang tagal na, mukhang naging kadikit na ng bawat mamamayang Pilipino.

Kanya kanyang power tripping! Nakakaloka talaga. Hindi naman sa pakialamera ako sa mundo ah, pero napansin ko lang, sobrang talamak dito sa atin yung bumubuto na 'di naman talaga kilala yung taong ibinoboto nya. Kumbaga, ganito, kung ano na yung nakikita nila sa mga kaliwa't kanan nilang mga advertisements, yun na. Yun na talaga.

Yung iba naman, may mahilig sa vote buying. Ano 'to, lokohan talaga? Yung TIWALA mo, nabibili, ganun ba dapat?

Anuman ang maging katwiran ng iba, mali talaga yun. Sinasabi mong tumatayo ka sa tama, eh tumatanggap ka namn pala ng pera. Wala ding kwenta.

Heto pa, gaano kasiguro at ka-efficient yung mga machine machine na ginagamit? Napansin ko lang ha, sa kasagsagan ng botohan kahapon, ipinaflash na nila sa television yung mga unofficial number of votes. Ako mismo, nagugulat sa nangyayari. Over 12Million votes! Agad-agad! Unbelievable. And then, bigla nilang itinigil kasi nga mali daw. Nadoble ng system. Parang system error yung pagkakaintindi ko. Kasi kung bali-baliktarin mo man, kapag gumagamit ka ng sistema, tapos biglang may mali na konti, hindi ba tawag dun, "system error"? May kelangang ayusin.

Aantabayanan ko talaga ang resulta. I'm sure, madami nanamang magrereklamo.

Every year naman eh. Tingnan natin kung ano ang bago ngayong 2013.

Hot and Cold

I've been experiencing slight cold and slight body pain, that's why I think, I need to have slight rest. (what's with the SLIGHT THING?)

I really hate feeling unwell, so guys, double check your health. From the food you eat, your lifestyle and everything.

It will be the start of the rainy season. And I told them so. Walang pang mid-May, pero see...

Balik ulit sa slightly cold and body pain.

Since I am now living INDEPENDENTLY, I earn my own money so that I can live, can buy my own stuffs, and the like, I do my own thing, fix my things, do my laundry, and that's it. AWESOME!

Ang isang naging dahilan ng over-fatigue ko ay yung paglalaba. Yes! I am doing my own laundry. I don't want machine wash and I am lazy enough not to go outside and go to laundry shop. So that's it. I do it on my own, though I really hate the laundry thing. I do have a very sensitive hands kasi. But here's the thing. "No choice ako."

Anyway, lets get back to the topic. So there, hot or cold. I work inside the air conditioned office then during break time and lunchtime, I/we used to go outside the office to eat or do our things.
So, I am exposed to both: HOT and COLD.

So, kapag talaga, pinagsama ang malamig at mainit, sakit ang aabutin mo.

Kaya, ingat! :)

                                                                                     
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Huwag maging MATAPOBRE!

Parte na ng buhay ng tao ang 'di pantay-pantay na tingin ng bawat isa. Pero hindi ko naman sinasabing lahat na. Meron pa din namang mga tao na marunong umunawa at marunong tumingin ng pantay sa kapwa.

Minsan, napapansin ko, ang daming matapobre sa mundo. Bakit? Dahil mayaman sila, mas angat ang uri ng buhay nila, samantalang yung iba, nagkakasya na lang sa wala.

Minsan din naman, napapansin ko, yun pang mga taong walang-wala, sila pa yung may ganang manghingi ng manghingi sa kapwa nila, tapos kapag 'di nabigyan, sila ay nagdaramdam.

Ewan ko ba, kelan kaya magiging pantay-pantay ang lahat. yun bang walang mahirap, walang mayaman.

Kung ako lang, allergic ako sa mga mayayaman. Lalo na yung akala mo kung sinong hindi HUMAN! Hello! Tao tayong lahat! Este tao kayo! Ako alien!

Kaya ang ginaagawa ko kapag ganyang makakadaupang palad ko ang mga matapobreng mayayaman, umiiwas ako. Kung 'di ko man sila maiwasan, kasi napasok ko na ang mundo ng mga mayayaman, at least marunong pa rin akong lumugar at iwas-iwasan ang mga daanan nila para hindi ko sila makita. Kasi kung nakikita ko sila, nananakit ang aking mga mata.

Ikaw? Allergic ka ba sa mga matapobreng mayayaman?

MarsNews.com

I used to read articles on MarsNews.com, hoping that I can actually monitor what is happening on the "reality show" of the  Mars One. And now, according toNBCNews.com, there are 78,000 applicants already who wants to live in Mars, forever.

I'm excited to know who'll be chosen.

I also want to go to Mars, but living there? I think I am good here for now.
i will just wait until the time came that Mars is already a safe place. :)

How to face your hot-headed boss? :)

just for today!!!!

how will you face your hot-tempered boss?

Me?

I will just shut up and then do my best to control my emotion.

I mean, you should not be like your boss.

Be cool. Be nice and beautiful!

I HAD A VERY AWESOME AFTERNOON?

 WHY?

My boss wasn't in a good mode when he arrived in the office and that I don't want him to recognised me just for the sake of diverting his madness. Hahahaha!!!


One more thing, I had a lot of things that I've gone through.

It is really a hard thing dealing with too different people.

 I'm their bridge. I'm their liaison. And that, I am the one who is being caught-off guard when the two people whom you need to make amends and others, like doing business and the like..

I'm really having a hard time on this matter.

But I think this is fun!!!! This is cool. And I knew myself.

I can do this...


:)

©

Copyright 2013

Good Morning Monday!

A smile from the heart can make your day bright.

Heto nanaman. Work ulit. At sana, maging okay ang lahat sa araw na ito.

This will be a long weekdays again.

Working is quite good and fun sometimes, but when you over do it, it may cause you body pain and the like.

Okay!

GOOD MORNING SUNSHINE!!! :)

©

Copyright 2013

It's Saburpday!!!!

Yeah right! It's Saturday and it's a Saburpday! LoL!

I'm just happy again. And I do have a lot of reason to be happy.

I'll tell you some of it.

Yesterday, I was be able to sell one of our company elf truck because my boss wanted to sell it so that maybe, he is planning to buy another brand new.  So that's it. They bought it in a cold cash!!!! I just thought they will just going to issue us a check, but they came to our office yesterday, they check the vehicle and then they paid us.

I am all the reason behind it. Because I am the one who've look for the buyers. Thank God, I've found the  deserving one easily.

It's funny how my half-world turns upside down yesterday, because I admit, I don't really have any idea about cars, vehicle and the like, but thankfully, I'd be able to gather information about it.

Another thing, they already delivered our office tables, after the long wait.

And there's more to tell. But I will going to cut it here.

Work day!

Tomorrow, it's Sunday-restday! :)

©

Been there. Done that.

I just couldn't help it. Every time that I am talking to other people who are having a very hard coconut-shell.
I hate talking to people who have a very hard personality. I am not saying this because I am not like that. I am saying this, because, life can be as soft as the cotton if only, people will just going to have a very easy personality.

In business, I've learn that you will do everything to make your business outlive the competitors, without being unfair to others. Pay all your taxes. Pay attention to your subordinates and to your boss. Have plenty of patience stock in your body. That way, if you'll going to meet someone who has the uneasy personality, and worst, a psycho, then definitely, you must have a lot of patience. And the best is that, you must know how to defend yourself.

If worse comes to worst, do the exit, be back when everything's cools down.Don't stay on a place or on a situation that you knew from the start you can't survive.

©

Copyright 2013