It's the 5th day of this month and it's my mother's birthday today.
She's already 50 years old and I really hope that she is celebrating her birthday up there.
Been almost 5 years since she passed away, but again, memories of her will always remain in my heart.
I always miss her. And I am so thankful that I learned to get used to the pain inside.
And I am so thankful that for the 16years of my life, I had given the chance to feel the love of my mother and that how great it is having the best mother in the whole world. Yes, I may not had the chance to be with her as for today, but again like what I've said, I am still thankful to God for giving me the chance to have a mother and to feel her love for the 16 years of my life and I knew that love will remain even for the test of time. Even death cannot take it away from me. Because I believe that love, no matter how far away you are from your loveones, and even death took them away from you, still, your love for them will be there.
That's one of the greatest part and definition of love for me. "YOU CAN STILL LOVE SOMEONE EVEN IF THEY WERE GONE."
I've been through a lot and I became a lot of person for myself. I aim to succeed in my life and my mother is my greatest inspiration. I love to please my mother. And I am doing my best to please her, because I knew, she wants the best for me and for my brother.
To be honest, I don't actually know what should I feel this time, because again i feel so neutral. Part of me is happy, part of me is sad, part of me feels alone, and part of me feels whole.
I love you nanay and I hope you're celebrating there and I hope you're happy.
I will try my best to be good and contented here.
Thank you for pushing me through the test of time, for the prayers you uttered there, for the memories you shared with us when you're still alive, for wiping my tears when I cry, for letting me have the full strength to continue living and for teaching me how to live like what I should be.
x
She's already 50 years old and I really hope that she is celebrating her birthday up there.
Been almost 5 years since she passed away, but again, memories of her will always remain in my heart.
I always miss her. And I am so thankful that I learned to get used to the pain inside.
And I am so thankful that for the 16years of my life, I had given the chance to feel the love of my mother and that how great it is having the best mother in the whole world. Yes, I may not had the chance to be with her as for today, but again like what I've said, I am still thankful to God for giving me the chance to have a mother and to feel her love for the 16 years of my life and I knew that love will remain even for the test of time. Even death cannot take it away from me. Because I believe that love, no matter how far away you are from your loveones, and even death took them away from you, still, your love for them will be there.
That's one of the greatest part and definition of love for me. "YOU CAN STILL LOVE SOMEONE EVEN IF THEY WERE GONE."
I've been through a lot and I became a lot of person for myself. I aim to succeed in my life and my mother is my greatest inspiration. I love to please my mother. And I am doing my best to please her, because I knew, she wants the best for me and for my brother.
To be honest, I don't actually know what should I feel this time, because again i feel so neutral. Part of me is happy, part of me is sad, part of me feels alone, and part of me feels whole.
I love you nanay and I hope you're celebrating there and I hope you're happy.
I will try my best to be good and contented here.
Thank you for pushing me through the test of time, for the prayers you uttered there, for the memories you shared with us when you're still alive, for wiping my tears when I cry, for letting me have the full strength to continue living and for teaching me how to live like what I should be.
x
